sighs..

wads wid the world..

life is so unpredictable..

i'm starting to lost with the word ' love '..

tell me wad to do..

to seek for new love?

or to remain as wad i am now..

ahhh..

wads so bad about being alone?

but

wads so bad being attached?

duhs!

being alone is all i wan now..

perharps?

maybe?

defintely..

umms..

life's a struggle..

i'm lost

i couldnt find my way out..

where am i ..

whose soul have i been longing for?

wantin to reverse time

2 years back..

something which i still regret till now..

wantin to amend my mistakes..

but culd i ?

onli if i didnt leave him..

i wun be regretting till this day..

even if i cry till my tears are dry..

you wun b back by my side..

to make me smile..

to console me..

sighs..

2 years..

it passed so fast..

wishful thoughts of mine..

ummms..

back to blog..

life's so boring..

and

i'm single agains..'

perharps..

or rather maybe..

sighs..

wanting to reverse the time..

to 2 years back..

if oni i culd..

i wuld..

and i'm willing to..

whooo lala..haven been blogging for weeks i guess..was lazy..hahas..

not gonna write much coz i'm lazy..and i'm sleepy..

woots..yay yay!!its gonna be my birthday soon!!..yay yay!!..buts so sads..that day we hab exams..social studies and erm..* heh *..no idea..sighs..i'm lost wid my art~..durno wad to draw..helps!!!

ummm..dear N level todae finish lerss..so good..i'm so jealous!..grrrrrrrrrrrr..* bites *..

athena ask me to go over to hk to study..arghhhhhhhhh..how i wish i could!..its fun over there!..every weekends they have party goin on..grrrrrrrrrrrr......* bites bites *..400 bucks per month in sin dollars..but in hk..per year the schoold fees are 17,800 HK...so ex..how i wish my parents could afford it..so i dun hab to stay in this freaky place..so much of stress frm the school work..we oni hab to study 4 sub there..but if i reaally would to go..i will miss dears till i go bersek..dun wanna leave him..love him too much!!

2 more days..me adn dear one month le..time really passed very fast..happi..although i dunno how long we'll b together..but i just noe..i treasure him alot..treasure the time we have together..disturbing each other..and saying stupid things..=p..and of cuz me laughhin out loud without any reason..* heh *..

and yea..exasm next week...* pray hardd *..i wanna pass all my subs wid flying colours??but execpt for the damn biology!..its so hard to undersatnd it..but never mind..i noe i will pass if i reeli study hard..

alrites....

and yea..i got a new nicknamee yeaa..nezza...nice name yea!athena created it..hahas..miss her lots..anyway she's my cousin yea..hahas..studyin in HK..

- i never knew wad happiness is till the day i met you..i never knew wad love is till the day i found u..i never knew wads life is till da day i'm here wid u..

- mayehh reeli love u lotss..she's never gonna let u go..

- the fear of losing u is still dere..thinking that wad if one dae u leave me..wad will happen to my laughters..i reeli cannot afford to lose you..u are the one who filled my life with laughters..

* From e dae that i saw you i knew that it was you cos e chemistry we felt that dae felt so real and so true My love for you will never end you'll always be a part of me As long as time keeps on passing by, you'll always my babyboy And every minute i spent with you made me believe i had nothing to lose *

yay!!

`- reborn hair lee!!..hehezzz....bleahhss..how i look in my photo??gimme ur comments!!...hahass...sobbss..i'm sick..down wid flu..sobss...sneezzing away..eeeiilkkkss...da fwelling sucks!!..simply sucks to the CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!exams cuming soon..so sad...i need to PASS all my subss..and i will b joing da amazing race..hhezz...shuld b fun i guess... bleahhsss..miss him lotss..i mean miss dear lotss..ehehess..

`- mayeh is sick todae...